I'm a concert-ho, and a camwhore.
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spiderpigIn the sense that I'm the one taking all the photos <3
So yes. Heading off to take my FTT soon - hopefully I pass (gaaah) and then off to SINGfest with my lovely GMUFC! 12 hours (or so) of pure musical bliss. Then I rush back to do website stuff and the press repeat for the 12 hour concert marathon again. I need to pace myself. Singfest is so very awesome in the fact that I really get to fill up my deprivation of concert-going but still. I shouldn't overdo it.
In other news, I am... well. I am not very well at the moment. I keep on having flashbacks to when I was 10 and this horrifically angsty girl (children should never emo when they are 10!) and started binging on food and what not. I was eating pasta for dinner last night and I thought, "shit. that really screwed me up." It's that kind of unexplainable phase in your life (probably only my life) where I decided that I hated everything in the world. Worst of all I started hating myself and well, I've never stopped ever since.
So to find... to find something or someone who can make me stop hating myself... It's a near miracle. I almost had that miracle. But you know, God likes to throw a monkey wrench in my plans.
So yes. Heading off to take my FTT soon - hopefully I pass (gaaah) and then off to SINGfest with my lovely GMUFC! 12 hours (or so) of pure musical bliss. Then I rush back to do website stuff and the press repeat for the 12 hour concert marathon again. I need to pace myself. Singfest is so very awesome in the fact that I really get to fill up my deprivation of concert-going but still. I shouldn't overdo it.
In other news, I am... well. I am not very well at the moment. I keep on having flashbacks to when I was 10 and this horrifically angsty girl (children should never emo when they are 10!) and started binging on food and what not. I was eating pasta for dinner last night and I thought, "shit. that really screwed me up." It's that kind of unexplainable phase in your life (probably only my life) where I decided that I hated everything in the world. Worst of all I started hating myself and well, I've never stopped ever since.
So to find... to find something or someone who can make me stop hating myself... It's a near miracle. I almost had that miracle. But you know, God likes to throw a monkey wrench in my plans.
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Date: 2008-08-02 07:37 am (UTC)don't know i feel that maybe we shouldn't pin miracles on people.... i don't know about you but i really NEED to go on cold turkey now. amputate the limb to save the rest of moi.... oh whatever ill see you wednesday k! ^_^ sorry i suddenly asked all the other guys along on national day i just thought it'd be fun and the sikh was talking about how he was vv happy if jonathan came along that night see.... don't know lah!!! kk *hug*
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