I'm a concert-ho, and a camwhore.
Aug. 2nd, 2008 09:45 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
spiderpigIn the sense that I'm the one taking all the photos <3
So yes. Heading off to take my FTT soon - hopefully I pass (gaaah) and then off to SINGfest with my lovely GMUFC! 12 hours (or so) of pure musical bliss. Then I rush back to do website stuff and the press repeat for the 12 hour concert marathon again. I need to pace myself. Singfest is so very awesome in the fact that I really get to fill up my deprivation of concert-going but still. I shouldn't overdo it.
In other news, I am... well. I am not very well at the moment. I keep on having flashbacks to when I was 10 and this horrifically angsty girl (children should never emo when they are 10!) and started binging on food and what not. I was eating pasta for dinner last night and I thought, "shit. that really screwed me up." It's that kind of unexplainable phase in your life (probably only my life) where I decided that I hated everything in the world. Worst of all I started hating myself and well, I've never stopped ever since.
So to find... to find something or someone who can make me stop hating myself... It's a near miracle. I almost had that miracle. But you know, God likes to throw a monkey wrench in my plans.
So yes. Heading off to take my FTT soon - hopefully I pass (gaaah) and then off to SINGfest with my lovely GMUFC! 12 hours (or so) of pure musical bliss. Then I rush back to do website stuff and the press repeat for the 12 hour concert marathon again. I need to pace myself. Singfest is so very awesome in the fact that I really get to fill up my deprivation of concert-going but still. I shouldn't overdo it.
In other news, I am... well. I am not very well at the moment. I keep on having flashbacks to when I was 10 and this horrifically angsty girl (children should never emo when they are 10!) and started binging on food and what not. I was eating pasta for dinner last night and I thought, "shit. that really screwed me up." It's that kind of unexplainable phase in your life (probably only my life) where I decided that I hated everything in the world. Worst of all I started hating myself and well, I've never stopped ever since.
So to find... to find something or someone who can make me stop hating myself... It's a near miracle. I almost had that miracle. But you know, God likes to throw a monkey wrench in my plans.
