y'know...

[spiderpig]

I wanted to write about how despondent I feel, how I'm such a jerk with people I know, how I want to be there for my friends, how I want them to be there for me, yet there's no one. But then I thought, hey! Why am I being so depressive? I'm young! I'm not smart or pretty or anything, but that doesn't deprive me from being happy.

none of you understand me. then again, do I want you to understand me? yes i do. it's like that dream of mine... full of metaphors and enigmas.

I'm going to try and keep my spirits up. For my own sake. I'm not going to let myself get affected by whatever because there's no one there for me if I do get myself in deep water. No one's going to help me tread water.

:D

Such is the tragedy of life.

Then again, it's my fault for being a bastard the whole time.

i love your company

I'm so sorry for being me. I'm sorry for wishing for people things that will never come true.

Comments

Stay happy!

[kuroshii-x.livejournal.com]

keep your spirits up and live your life to the fullest! we all have one lives~ unlike nekos have >.>
live and let live~ have fun and be brave~ play with your buds and be played at @.@; and never be dorry for bein'you cuz you are who you are. and you are special...never forget that! ^_^

Re: Stay happy!

[spiderpig.livejournal.com]

Thank you very much, I appreciate it. :D

[amatsuki.livejournal.com]

<3

I understand how you feel. I get like that sometimes, but I guess in the end we'll realise people do care. :)