fuck I shouldn't do this to myself.

[spiderpig]

I was clicking around my friends-lists, and then I scrolled down.

Fuck, I really should delete those entries. The entries where I wax lyrical in a time where I was stupidly happy. So stupidly, easily happy. How could I have been so happy and not realize that everything was fucking up right in front of me?

Rhetorical question.

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even bad memories are memories. deleting them is like losing a bit of yourself. if you can't have second chances in life, why should you edit is over?

i asked myself that too. but then.......i think maybe even it's bad, it'll be okay. i just don't read them again that's all.

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yeah... that's why i still haven't deleted them. ):

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I wish I could delete mine, but pitas doesn't allow you to delete entries. it *does* make me cringe though :(