finally.

[spiderpig]

I say it emphatically, finally. The bulk of my work is gone, I'm only left with an article due Friday and the Buddhism report due Tuesday - I'm feeling rather relaxed now. I can look at the clock and say, hey it's only 10:30pm right now, not some god forsaken witching hour.


5 second shutter speed. Transform the world.














Sometimes, I thank God that I have friends like these to enjoy times like this.


I've been more or less reduced to a mere shell of what I used to be and what I'm supposed to be right now. I feel exuberantly, lifeless. In a sense, I am now a number-crunching, letter-punching drone - but a more cerebral kind of course, yet a drone nonetheless. CLONE DRONES. Haha. Sorry, I thought of Star Wars for a moment.

Writing is supposed to be therapeutic, cathartic releases for tortured souls. I'm feeling this release that I'm supposed to feel, but not in it's entirety. When I write, when I blog, when I pen down words, it becomes a mouthpiece, a reflection for all this eroguronansensu which is basically - me. Hi, I'm a teenager, I talk like I'm on crack. Good day.

And good night. I need to start brainstorming for microfiction stuff. Maybe I shall take part in NaNoWriMo?

Comments

[http://users.livejournal.com/tsu_/]

.........and give yourself more work? I mean yeah you want to push yourself and refill your creativity but pushing and stressing even further isn't going to help. take a break. go to mediya supermarket. read some engrish and buy some candy. you'll feel better after laughing

i know i sound pretty mean - but uni is energy sapping and you really CAN'T afford a burnout in the middle of year. until you feel like writing is something enjoyable (i don't. i hate professional writing kthxbai) it's really not going to be fun.

[kannono.livejournal.com]

Looks fun :D Your lantern is exactly the same as mine. Lol.