there is nothing else in the world i want to do so badly at the moment.

[spiderpig]

God, I will do anything do achieve this.

だから、神様．．．ほ．．．ほんとにお願いします。こんなに欲し過ぎます。

Fuckfuckfuck, my heart is beating so fast. It's like having an academic adrenaline rush. Everything starting this Mondays is geared towards this. Fuck everything else. This is what I was meant to go on, no matter what other people say.