Nippon he no nishuukan

[spiderpig]

Daniel Bedingfield - If You're Not The One

If you're not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you're not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all

I never know what the future brings
But I know you're here with me now
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with

I don't want to run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

If I don't need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don't need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you're not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you're not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?

I don't know why you're so far away
But I know that this much is true
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I pray in you're the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life

I don't want to run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

'Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
'Cause I love you, whether it's wrong or right
And though I can't be with you tonight
And know my heart is by your side

I don't want to run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

I've always disliked putting song lyrics on blogs and stuff because I find it stupid. Just this once, this song was like poking my mind in different place, so I decided to just chuck it here. I never liked Daniel Bedingfield much, but this song strikes a chord with me for a number of reasons.

Band practice was amazingly good today. We played Eagle Bend and Mr Ong went, "Girls, you're playing so well! I'm going to treat you all! $500 for a barbecue!!" Okay, so maybe he didn't say it in that way, but he did say that he was going to treat us all to a sumptious barbecue meal. :3:3 But seriously, we haven't played so well in a long time, and I haven't gotten any compliments from the conductors in an even longer time.

I got back my Integration test, and I didn't kick its ass as much as I hope to. >\ I just passed with a 35/70. Its okay judging by the fact that my class average is 34.7/70. Bleh. My class is really starting to get on my nerves. They're childish and noisy and just make me go mad. ARGH.

Graduation is coming (in half-a-year's time. :\) and our theme this year is ROSES. Now why didn't they accept the proposal for DISCO, or RETRO? But I guess the decorations would be nice. You can't really go garishly wrong with roses... can you? My mum's all excited about me wearing a gown and stuff and she's threatening to send me on things like the Cambridge diet if I don't look nice. O_o|||

2 more weeks to my Japan trip! And it looks like I'll be missing a fair bit of extra lessons, band practices and tests. The teacher's are going "You should have knooooown that there would be extra lessons~~", but you said nothing about TESTS!!! I'm sorry, but a student's mind works differently. Fine. I shall go enjoy myself in Japan on the guise that I'm going for my cousin's wedding. XD Osaka~ Osaka~ Here I come!! And because of my relatively good marks, my dad's giving me extra spending money, on which I'm contemplating on whether I should use it to buy my lomo cam. My mum says no. XD;;; She'd rather me spend all my money in Japan instead. Oh well.