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Feb. 13th, 2006 03:37 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
spiderpigMy one and only official affirmation that I am intelligent was just dashed. Destroyed by Big Brother and The System. Can anyone feel so happy and yet so wretched at the same time? It's like a piece of crumpled paper. No matter how much you try, it'll still be creased.
If you haven't heard, I'm in mourning. I understand the whole rational but the whole injustice of it.
Yes, I have made it into the Lit S Paper programme. I got through the harrowing qualifying test.
But there's always a catch.
I cannot be in the class because of the dismal results of my other two subjects, much to the chargrin of Fahy and me. The whole notion of me actually taking the qualifying test was that SOMEHOW I'd be able to at least give the S Paper programme a try, regardless of my subject grades (and just as long as I improve lah). It was touching to hear Fahy shower praises on me AGAIN, this time definitely certifying that I at least have a working brain. I mean, to hear the guy who scares the heck out of you say that he realy thinks that you should take the S Paper because you are of that calibre...
Thank you to the Lit Department for what I assume was fighting for me.
We're a conformist society, that's the conclusion. I am being bent down double, imperius curse-like, to suit the society's views that one cannot specialise in one field at such an age.
Don't worry though. You'll see me as a Private Lit S Paper candidate next year.
yar i came home and cried don't laugh at me kthx.
And my soul from out that shadow that lies floating on the floor,
Shall be lifted - Nevermore!
Valentine's Day tomorrow. Overrated. I think I'm skipping school to avoid being accosted by cliched love songs and $50 roses.
If you haven't heard, I'm in mourning. I understand the whole rational but the whole injustice of it.
Yes, I have made it into the Lit S Paper programme. I got through the harrowing qualifying test.
But there's always a catch.
I cannot be in the class because of the dismal results of my other two subjects, much to the chargrin of Fahy and me. The whole notion of me actually taking the qualifying test was that SOMEHOW I'd be able to at least give the S Paper programme a try, regardless of my subject grades (and just as long as I improve lah). It was touching to hear Fahy shower praises on me AGAIN, this time definitely certifying that I at least have a working brain. I mean, to hear the guy who scares the heck out of you say that he realy thinks that you should take the S Paper because you are of that calibre...
Thank you to the Lit Department for what I assume was fighting for me.
We're a conformist society, that's the conclusion. I am being bent down double, imperius curse-like, to suit the society's views that one cannot specialise in one field at such an age.
Don't worry though. You'll see me as a Private Lit S Paper candidate next year.
And my soul from out that shadow that lies floating on the floor,
Shall be lifted - Nevermore!
Valentine's Day tomorrow. Overrated. I think I'm skipping school to avoid being accosted by cliched love songs and $50 roses.
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