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[spiderpig]

I AM SIBEH STRESSED.

MAWAII EXPEDITION. BINTAIN OVERSEAS COMMUNITY PROJECT.

BAND BAND BAND LIBRARY WORK.

BANDFEST.

HISTORY HOLIDAY HOMEWORK.

PW.

I AM GOING MAD. I WANT TO DROP MY NYAA GOLD AWARD BUT I DON'T WANT TO. I AM GOING NUTS.

WHY AM I TRYING TO BE A SUPERACHIEVER WHEN I'M NOT.

FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFUCK.

Everyone who knows me knows that I love band and not clubbing. But its at times like these that I get really frazzled. It's not that I can't take stress. It's more of a choice problem. A time management problem. I don't know if its worth it, sacrificing my own plans for band. Sacrifcing my life for awards and

i don't know.