and i'm caught in a chemical romance
Oct. 13th, 2005 10:31 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
spiderpigNo seriously, what's the bloody point of having a brand new air-con installed and not repair it.
Come on.
I hate my father really. I was pointing out about how nice it'd be if my dad was the Director of Mediacorp (spunoff from a conversation with my parents) and my typically acerbic comments made him throw a temper. All I said was, "...then we'd be able to have a nice life, and for once repair the aircon." 'slike kids, doesn't it make no sense of having a 1/2 year old aircon sitting in your room spoilt, because your father refuses to repair it?
And it's not me who's only complaining. My brother is joining the fray too. And he hardly complains. I'm not doing it just for me y'know?
So he goes into this huffy state and declares to me and my mum that he will "NEVER REPAIR THE AIRCON" oh way to go for a deadly threat. I responded with a 'tell that to my brother, just go tell that to my brother yourself'. Listening to his tirade about "NEVER REPAIR(ING) THE AIRCON" and then he throws out what he thinks will make me grovel at his kness.
"YOU CAN GO TO SCHOOL YOURSELF TOMORROW. I AM NOT SENDING YOU."
... Oh hey there, I'm crying with tears. I'm so pathetic that I can't wake up an hour earlier and take the gasp, God-forbid BUS to school.
Seriously, dad. Do you think I give a damn? You can't even financially support us anymore. You can't pay my brother's school fees. You screwed yourself up. You screwed my mum's, my brother's and my whole life and my whole future up. You say you don't want to repair the aircon because you don't want to electricity bills to go up.
THEN FUCKING TURN OFF ALL YOUR FENGSHUI BLINKY SWIRLY FLASHY LIGHTS AND FUCKING PLACEMENTS THEN.
My God.
One air-con doesn't zap up that much energy I can guarentee you that. You just have no fucking money to pay for the bills, you fucker.
You can tell that I hate my dad at the current moment. What sort of marriage is he giving my mum? She shoulders nearly everything now. She's not superwoman. She needs her husband, my father to stand beside her, not be stuck in limbo. The father I once loved, you are gone.
You are now the victim of my acid tongue.
Come on.
I hate my father really. I was pointing out about how nice it'd be if my dad was the Director of Mediacorp (spunoff from a conversation with my parents) and my typically acerbic comments made him throw a temper. All I said was, "...then we'd be able to have a nice life, and for once repair the aircon." 'slike kids, doesn't it make no sense of having a 1/2 year old aircon sitting in your room spoilt, because your father refuses to repair it?
And it's not me who's only complaining. My brother is joining the fray too. And he hardly complains. I'm not doing it just for me y'know?
So he goes into this huffy state and declares to me and my mum that he will "NEVER REPAIR THE AIRCON" oh way to go for a deadly threat. I responded with a 'tell that to my brother, just go tell that to my brother yourself'. Listening to his tirade about "NEVER REPAIR(ING) THE AIRCON" and then he throws out what he thinks will make me grovel at his kness.
"YOU CAN GO TO SCHOOL YOURSELF TOMORROW. I AM NOT SENDING YOU."
... Oh hey there, I'm crying with tears. I'm so pathetic that I can't wake up an hour earlier and take the gasp, God-forbid BUS to school.
Seriously, dad. Do you think I give a damn? You can't even financially support us anymore. You can't pay my brother's school fees. You screwed yourself up. You screwed my mum's, my brother's and my whole life and my whole future up. You say you don't want to repair the aircon because you don't want to electricity bills to go up.
THEN FUCKING TURN OFF ALL YOUR FENGSHUI BLINKY SWIRLY FLASHY LIGHTS AND FUCKING PLACEMENTS THEN.
My God.
One air-con doesn't zap up that much energy I can guarentee you that. You just have no fucking money to pay for the bills, you fucker.
You can tell that I hate my dad at the current moment. What sort of marriage is he giving my mum? She shoulders nearly everything now. She's not superwoman. She needs her husband, my father to stand beside her, not be stuck in limbo. The father I once loved, you are gone.
You are now the victim of my acid tongue.
