countdown to oblivion
Aug. 1st, 2005 10:05 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
spiderpigUgghhh. Another late night from band. I kinda miss coming home so late with band being the reason. It got kinda scarce after SYF was done. But after waking up before the crack of dawn and having PE, the last thing I want is for band to end at 8pm. @__@ I still have to do my tutorial outline and complete the sewing and then write letters. I'm screwed in all different ways.
I messed up my student-conductor test I guess. I was visibly scared (according to some people) and well yeah. I had no idea what I was doing. All the horrendous repeats went into the ether once Sir told me that I was going first. My tempo was too slow. I didn't spot all the mistakes. I was just. really. bad. :( The only up points was when I started and people actually cheered for me (like wtf you crazy fools) and when I ended because then the whole traumatic experience was over. XD I picked on the flutes because they were sending my ear-tuner (which is somehat accurate) just CRAZY. Like OUCH. Then I focused on the bass line that I know so well. They weren't playing clear enough. Which is uh, alright because I NEVER PLAY IT PROPERLY EITHER. :x Ah. Confession!
I'm down with the flu. The pressure in my ears are all funny and I've a perpetual sore throat and runny nose. Okay, the nose isn't perpetually running but you get the point. I'm exhausted. Both mentally and physically.
Alright. I'll probably go hammer on my tutorial outline and get started on some letters. The sewing... The sewing can wait til tomorrow. :( I HAVE ABSOLUTELY NO TIME MANAGEMENT SKILLS.
i'm sorry. i still have trouble saying goodbye to you.
EDIT: I'm too tired. I'm going to sleep now.
i don't want you in my nightmares.
I messed up my student-conductor test I guess. I was visibly scared (according to some people) and well yeah. I had no idea what I was doing. All the horrendous repeats went into the ether once Sir told me that I was going first. My tempo was too slow. I didn't spot all the mistakes. I was just. really. bad. :( The only up points was when I started and people actually cheered for me (like wtf you crazy fools) and when I ended because then the whole traumatic experience was over. XD I picked on the flutes because they were sending my ear-tuner (which is somehat accurate) just CRAZY. Like OUCH. Then I focused on the bass line that I know so well. They weren't playing clear enough. Which is uh, alright because I NEVER PLAY IT PROPERLY EITHER. :x Ah. Confession!
I'm down with the flu. The pressure in my ears are all funny and I've a perpetual sore throat and runny nose. Okay, the nose isn't perpetually running but you get the point. I'm exhausted. Both mentally and physically.
Alright. I'll probably go hammer on my tutorial outline and get started on some letters. The sewing... The sewing can wait til tomorrow. :( I HAVE ABSOLUTELY NO TIME MANAGEMENT SKILLS.
i'm sorry. i still have trouble saying goodbye to you.
EDIT: I'm too tired. I'm going to sleep now.
i don't want you in my nightmares.
