i'm so far gone now

[spiderpig]

I love the way how I'm planning to use my non-existent $5000 that I'm probably not going to win. :o


- iBook G4
- iMac G5 / eMac G4
- iPod 20GB
- acoustic/electric guitar for my brother that I can mooch off
- omfg a drumset for my brother that I can mooch off too
- a new pencil case (yes, I have $5000 and I'm spending it on a pencil case :\)
- books. books. books.
- cds. cds. cds.
- beanbag
- bookshelves
- more. model. figures. like. gundams.
- lunch with a certain drummer :p
- lunch with other people who will DEFINITELY want to have a free lunch with me :pp
- another pair of jeans. please :O
- POLO TEE SHIRTS LIKE OMG.


I better stop before I hurt myself.

I have a medical essay to write next. omfg this means research. And another essay on Education. I must be really crazy because I'm burned out on writing essays and on life.

Anyway, my priorities will be studying for the (ugh) Market Structures test tomorrow (i have temporarily forgotten how to spell) and a history test the next day. I forgot about my Brave New World essay. That too. Fuck.

And yes, I know how extremely backward I am for not having even touched Half-Blood Prince. Stop trying NOT to tell me the spoilers because I've already spoiled myself by reading a chapter-by-chapter synopsis. I'm like that y'see. That and the fact taht someone's MSN display name has a "XXX DIED". Way to go. I'l probably leech the book off someone I guess.

[blatant promoting]i read exceptionally fast. i'll get through the book in the most, 2 days (since I have school and all) so you won't miss your book too badly![/blatant promoting]

I was just joking. I don't want people chucking their books at me. XD

Next week's going to be absolute hell for me. 2 tests, band practice on 3 days (Wednesday, Friday and Saturday), assignments, putting in my weekly dose of teenage romance angst, preparing for investiture (in which I need to buy presents for the J2s). HI J2s READING THIS. TELL ME WHAT YOU DON'T WANT TO GET (e.g food. chocolate) AND I WON'T. I'm so lacking in ideas. SNSB dolls do not work because this band doesn't have a uniform. I can't sew any instruments because I'm too lazy too. Uh, stuffed timpani/drumsticks/trombone/horn/tuba anyone? :\ I can't believe it. Time is running out. In all senses.

P.S Can someone tell my mum that it's normal for teenagers to sleep past 12pm?

and i'm running on empty

EDIT: I forgot! I had this really nice dream which involved me wielding guns and blasting the heads off monsters/demons while at a mall. It repeated itself over and over again (yeah, I know) the whole time I was sleeping because I got killed or shot. Then the last time, before I woke up, there was this awesometotallyhot guy who ushered me from where I was running around with guns to the exit of the mall and he told me to take off my glasses because then the demons wouldn't recongnize me and we were going to make it THEN MY MUM WOKE ME UP.

LIKE WTF.

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[phrotus.livejournal.com]

Now I'm not going to claim that this is normal, but I've slept past 7pm before. Take from that what you will.

[phrotus.livejournal.com]

Maybe you could also mention to her that I'm a college junior with a 4.0 GPA? Although, being as she's a mother, she'll probably just say something mother-ish to that ("Well YOU'RE never going to be a college junior at the rate you're going!" or something), rather than accepting that clearly it is okay to sleep well into the afternoon.

But I'm doing what I can!!

[spiderpig.livejournal.com]

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