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spiderpigYou know what kids? I should have never said "QA, eat my fist!" and all those positive stuff after my Chemistry paper.
If you can tell, this means that I have failed. FAILED. Not even the meagre pass I didn't expect! I was very sure I could get good marks. D< This sucks. What makes it all worse, is that I failed by HALF A MARK. Damn you! Why couldn't I have passed? I worked my ass off much more that those *points* losers out there and you let them pass and I can't? What are you trying to say to me?
Reading back on that, I think I'm being insanely childish. But I don't really care. I hate it when I put in my utmost effort, and there aren't any results. You suck, world. Eat my ass.
So this means, I have to study like my ass is on fire to do well for my Physics. I can't let both sciences fail now. I hate you world. I hate you. I'll make you eat my Physics paper later, when I get 80/100!!! *kicks* ARGH. I don't care, I'm going to skip band tomorrow and study. They can't stop me. I've sacrificed enough shit for band. I deserve to stay home and study for ONCE.
I have to do a literature project later. Whoopee. And do research for a debate. Why does it always seem like I'm the victim of circumstances? Am I that a weakling, to be bullied and pushed by others? Only able to vent my frustration privately? I hate you all. I should have never though "Everything is going to be alright." It's never going to be.
If you can tell, this means that I have failed. FAILED. Not even the meagre pass I didn't expect! I was very sure I could get good marks. D< This sucks. What makes it all worse, is that I failed by HALF A MARK. Damn you! Why couldn't I have passed? I worked my ass off much more that those *points* losers out there and you let them pass and I can't? What are you trying to say to me?
Reading back on that, I think I'm being insanely childish. But I don't really care. I hate it when I put in my utmost effort, and there aren't any results. You suck, world. Eat my ass.
So this means, I have to study like my ass is on fire to do well for my Physics. I can't let both sciences fail now. I hate you world. I hate you. I'll make you eat my Physics paper later, when I get 80/100!!! *kicks* ARGH. I don't care, I'm going to skip band tomorrow and study. They can't stop me. I've sacrificed enough shit for band. I deserve to stay home and study for ONCE.
I have to do a literature project later. Whoopee. And do research for a debate. Why does it always seem like I'm the victim of circumstances? Am I that a weakling, to be bullied and pushed by others? Only able to vent my frustration privately? I hate you all. I should have never though "Everything is going to be alright." It's never going to be.
