Within our reach

[spiderpig]

As I sit down here in my swivel chair, all I can think about is that in a half a day more, CJCSB will be in the concert hall and playing our hearts out.

I have to give in my utmost best tomorrow. I have to put in my soul and play with my heart and voice. I'm sorry, bad pun. Two years ago, I didn't manage to achieve my dream. This year, my juniors did, but I wasn't there to feel what they could feel.

This year is our year.

I know we can do it. I know I can do it.

We can get that gold. We're just that little away from it.

I want to prove to those cynics that the band is a great place to be.


I feel bad. I was exceptionally mean to Nic today during band practice. It was an accumalation of things (classified information!!) plus my PMS. I shouldn't have been so caustic though. I need to watch my mouth and temper now. Partly I was feeling darn stressed because I wasn't coming in together with the section for our soli they weren't coming in with me!!!! and we had to repeatedly repeat it. Then Nic was all "You came in early!!" and stuff.

Being the indignant, stubborn fool that I am, I didn't take it lightly. Add that to PMS, bad mood and all those little things that I've been keeping inside and BOOM. Barbs.


SEOUL GARDEN TOMORROW! Let's all eat happily!

Comments

[mangabother.livejournal.com]

You have a swivel chair!! Damn you!!! All i have is a cheap wooden chair that was stolen from my room!
*That was my random comment for the day*