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I've done all I can
To stand on the steps with my heart in my hand,
But I'm starting to think
Maybe it's got nothing to do with me.
Daughters - John Mayer

:3 That song strikes a chord with me, as with most of Mayer's songs. I've yet to buy his album though.

It's my brother's birthday today! I nearly bought him a present. Then I remembered the $200 pair of soccer boots I got him for Christmas and his birthday. We just had chilli-crab on Sunday to celebrate it.

School ends when the sun sets for me. It's a really depressing thing to think about because I always reach home in the still of the night, with a few precious hours left before I call it a day. It gets worse during the weekends. My brother only comes home during the short weekend, and I rarely get to see him, with us traipsing around Singapore for school, training and other projects. Even now when he's on his one week vacation, I can't see him as often as I'd like because of band practices that really test my endurance.

And it's wearing thin.

I still haven't gotten over my AO pass. It doesn't help that I've gotten a huge kick in the ass with "qing chu yu lan". Not only did I screw up my Econs test today (I'll probably mess up tomorrow's one too), my history test was an absymal failure. If I can maintain that measley AO pass, or even get an E, I'll be so extremely relieved. I had absolutely no time to write. I had no time to hone in on my essay writing skills. The history paper is a whole league of it's own. I want my C and above. I am a natural arts student and I'd like to prove that 1st intakers did not benefit from three months and that HEY I JUST ROCK. Egotistical of me but yeah. So far, only Literature is showing promise.

Band. I'd hate to even say or think it, but I can't wait til SYF is over and CCA stands down. It's not that I don't enjoy practices but they really drain the life out of me. I have virtually no time to study. Once band goes on hiatus, I'm going to go all out for my studies. Watch me get Cs for my mid-years. I will achieve that. Along with that Gold for SYF.

ARGH CONTINUATION OF NAPFA FIVE ITEMS TOMORROW. I hate NAPFA with a passion. HatehatehatehateHATE it. I ran too slow for my fucking shuttle run, a whole second slower than last year, and again I failed my SBJ. I hatehatehatehate it. I've resigned to the fact that I will not get a silver on my first try. I will be a victim of mass PE til I graduate. Pong and my aim is to exasperate the teachers til they just give up on us. Hohoho.

... You can tell that I hate school quite a lot. I have no social life outside of books now.

EDIT: ... COL@C changed my sex to a man. " WELCOME TO COL@C, MR 1T04 TAN MIN QI ALICIA "

....YEAH THANKS FOR MAKING ME EVEN MORE OF A TRANSEVITE.

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