Jing tian mei hui jia
Feb. 23rd, 2005 03:22 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
spiderpigThe pot of Azalea in my house keeps on dying and blooming and dying and blooming. I'm thinking, "JUST MAKE UP YOUR MIND, AZALEA." >__> But it's really pretty when it's in full-bloom. Though, the flower-shop spelt it as 'azelea'? Oh well.
After my purchase of the Bleach Excellent models, I discovered another expensive obsession of mine (adding on to anime merchandise, manga and Pinky:St figures): models/figures. Argh. I have this huge urge to buy the Fate/Stay Night models (SABER! <3) to display around my room. Enter another problem: I have hardly any space to display them. Nyergh, I'll see what to do after I get my pay.Wouldn't it be great if there was a Zephan model!?
28th of Feburary will be an eventful day for the class of 2004. I'm just praying that my O Level results will be satisfactory. Satisfactory = good enough for my school's standard = ARFGj;daf!!!
Again I'm at a loss of where to go for my tertiary/pre-college education. To put it in an ego-boosting way, I can go anywhere and succeed anywhere. And that's just the problem. Going to either a polytechnic or a junior college is giving me a big headache. After all, I'm not going to be a doctor or lawyer, so there's no "YOU HAVE TO GO TO A JUNIOR COLLEGE!!!111oneone". Why did I have to settle on a career that's really so 'flexible'.
Logically speaking, a polytech would do me much better, even though it's a year longer. The one I'm consideringor rather, the one which has brainwashed me has excellent facilities and a great internship scheme which I had so lovingly and fanatically ranted about the other time. But to get to any University at all, I need to be a straight A student all the time and even then I might not be guarenteed a place.
On the other hand, a Junior College is just 2 years, and well, if I do alright there (averaging around Bs and Cs) I more or less have a place in the local universities. And there's literature, which I love. And History (HEIL MEIN FUHRER!OMG SPELLING ERRORS). However, there's Physical Education and the physical test which I detest so much.
I'm probably going to a polytech (NgeeAnn) all the same because I might have to come out and work a couple of years to see if I can save enough money for at least a year's tuition for an overseas university. I still want to have an overseas education.
Anyway, I don't really give a damn anymore. If I don't do well enough to qualify for any of these institutes, I might as well just kill myself. Seriously. So I just have to wait painfully for Monday.
This is my last two days at my temp job and I'm quite happy to leave? I'm not entirely sad about leaving either but I really want to have some free time to do things like go back to my alma mater and help out the band for their competition.Coincidentally, one of my prospective schools are playing the same pieces so I can go back to my secondary school and mooch off them. The boss has been really nice and has indirectly offered me a place at his company the next vacation. I'd probably take it, but any other time between this and next vacation, I'm pulling out all the stops for that job at Underwater World. AND I NEED TO MAKE SOME FELT DOLLS DAMNIT. I haven't made any at all! *KICKS SELF VIOLENTLY*
I was talking to Sim last night about how I wanted to get laid once before I die and how I was afraid I wouldn't? I was just joking.There's always other self-gratifying ways if I don't get lucky. ;D I've been picturing myself wearing cropped cargo pants with a t-shirt and baseball cap going "Whatever, yo!" around the campus while all the other hot Mass Comm girls avoid me in their cute Harajuku-style outfits.
I mean, I'm a girl, though I think I should have been born a fag. Seriously. Two people so far have repeatedly, and for no reason (except maybe to tease me?) told me that I look 'shuai' (loosely translated: handsome). Once when I was in a pinafore and once when I was wearing my ass-magnifying Naruto shirt. XD So yeah. I'm quite proud that I sometimes look like a guy? :\
This reminds me of the time when I took part in a Toys R Us Pokemon card tournament when I was 10. It was weird because I was wearing a freaking Hello Kitty shirt and my old Charizard cap, with a long pony tail sticking out and I still had people going, "Is that a guy?" or "Wow. Girly guy." Cue the slap-hand-to-face routine. Yeah I know that I was probably the only girl who actively took part in tournaments, maybe even played the game but that doesn't mean that I'm a transvesite!! *rolls eyes*
Yeah. So I should've been born a fag and I could get it on with some hot emo guys.
After my purchase of the Bleach Excellent models, I discovered another expensive obsession of mine (adding on to anime merchandise, manga and Pinky:St figures): models/figures. Argh. I have this huge urge to buy the Fate/Stay Night models (SABER! <3) to display around my room. Enter another problem: I have hardly any space to display them. Nyergh, I'll see what to do after I get my pay.
28th of Feburary will be an eventful day for the class of 2004. I'm just praying that my O Level results will be satisfactory. Satisfactory = good enough for my school's standard = ARFGj;daf!!!
Again I'm at a loss of where to go for my tertiary/pre-college education. To put it in an ego-boosting way, I can go anywhere and succeed anywhere. And that's just the problem. Going to either a polytechnic or a junior college is giving me a big headache. After all, I'm not going to be a doctor or lawyer, so there's no "YOU HAVE TO GO TO A JUNIOR COLLEGE!!!111oneone". Why did I have to settle on a career that's really so 'flexible'.
Logically speaking, a polytech would do me much better, even though it's a year longer. The one I'm considering
On the other hand, a Junior College is just 2 years, and well, if I do alright there (averaging around Bs and Cs) I more or less have a place in the local universities. And there's literature, which I love. And History (HEIL MEIN FUHRER!
I'm probably going to a polytech (NgeeAnn) all the same because I might have to come out and work a couple of years to see if I can save enough money for at least a year's tuition for an overseas university. I still want to have an overseas education.
Anyway, I don't really give a damn anymore. If I don't do well enough to qualify for any of these institutes, I might as well just kill myself. Seriously. So I just have to wait painfully for Monday.
This is my last two days at my temp job and I'm quite happy to leave? I'm not entirely sad about leaving either but I really want to have some free time to do things like go back to my alma mater and help out the band for their competition.
I was talking to Sim last night about how I wanted to get laid once before I die and how I was afraid I wouldn't? I was just joking.
I mean, I'm a girl, though I think I should have been born a fag. Seriously. Two people so far have repeatedly, and for no reason (except maybe to tease me?) told me that I look 'shuai' (loosely translated: handsome). Once when I was in a pinafore and once when I was wearing my ass-magnifying Naruto shirt. XD So yeah. I'm quite proud that I sometimes look like a guy? :\
This reminds me of the time when I took part in a Toys R Us Pokemon card tournament when I was 10. It was weird because I was wearing a freaking Hello Kitty shirt and my old Charizard cap, with a long pony tail sticking out and I still had people going, "Is that a guy?" or "Wow. Girly guy." Cue the slap-hand-to-face routine. Yeah I know that I was probably the only girl who actively took part in tournaments, maybe even played the game but that doesn't mean that I'm a transvesite!! *rolls eyes*
Yeah. So I should've been born a fag and I could get it on with some hot emo guys.
