千の夜を恋えて

[spiderpig]

気持を言葉にするのは怖いよでも
好きな人にはすきって伝えるんだ。

I want to be loved, but you don’t seem to love me
I wander within that repetition
I found one answer; that even if I’m scared, even if I’m hurt
I can say “I love you” to the person who I love

Do you love me? Or not love me?
As for things like that, it’s already fine either way
No matter how I wish
There are many unchangeable things in this world, right?
That’s right, and because only the fact of my loving you
Is the truth unchangeable by anyone

I want to overcome the thousands of nights and tell it to you
There’s something that I must tell you
I want to be loved, but you don’t seem to love me
I wander within that repetition
I found one answer; that even if I’m scared
Even if I’m hurt, I can say “I love you” to the person who I love
It’s scary to turn my feelings into words
But I can say “I love you” to the person who I love

In this broad world, I can’t express the joy of encountering you with words
So we smile, sing about the vividly passing autumn in do-re-mi
Turn our backs on winter, wait for the sunlight streaming through trees in spring
And become reborn anew, so that we can protect someone

On the path we came from and our destination, when we looked back, I’d always have timid eyes
I want to face you, but I can’t be honest
I, who repeated days of not being able to straightforwardly love my partner
And hated being alone on that day
Seemed to love people while unwounded

I’ll overcome the thousands of nights and go meet you now
There is something that I must tell you
I want to be loved, but you don’t seem to love me
I wander within that repetition
I found one answer; that even if I’m scared
Even if I’m hurt, I can say “I love you” to the person who I love
Even if those thoughts aren’t fulfilled, I can say “I love you” to the person who I love
It’s the most wonderful thing in this world

I really love this song with many levels of awesome, not only the lyrics but also the kickass bass-line which makes me want to grab a bass and just rock out. The English lyrics seem kind of meh and corny but it sounds much better in its original Japanese form. Really. Believe me.

I think I should continue with my Pre-Advanced classes but oh well. After my Uni timetable gets settled.

Levelling up in Granado Espada is taking longer than expected, but it's better than nothing. Afterall, I only got this lovely PC just yesterday. I need to think of a name for it. I have a weird habit of naming things. My ex-iPod's called weaksauce!; the thumbdrives are called oedipus, nirvana and lithium... I need to name this PC. So that it's mine. Something that belongs to me.

I suppose, when you name something, you put some of your soul into the object and you leave a part of yourself behind. (My old old old PC was called Denki :D() )
Then I suppose, because I named you my Mr Kurtz, my whole soul got lodged into your being.
Mmm hmmm. Going to grab the PS2 and hook it up later because I need my console gaming fix. I've been a console gamer since the SNES days when I used to duke it out on Street Fighter and lol TMNT.

This journal needs to beef up the intellectual levels. I feel rather dodgy as of late but I guess me starting to write again bodes well.

Comments

[secretlipstick.livejournal.com]

Hello Alicia!

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[spiderpig.livejournal.com]

!! Haha sounds like fun! But this week's competition ends tonight right? I don't know if I can kick out something fast enough. Though, thanks for the headsup! :D I've got too much time on my hands...