spiderpig | take away the razor, bring me the chainsaw.

my name is: alicia tan. otherwise famously known as baba tan the first.
height: five feet, because that sounds taller than 155cm. i am a hobbit with hairy feet to match. and i saved the world.
in the morning i am: wishing i was back in bed.
all I need is: love, all you need is love, love love love. no i jest. all i need is a laptop and good music.
love is: something utterly gut wrenching, yet essential. it's like a migraine. you need it to make sure that you're alive and functioning.
if i could see one person right now: i'd want to see my grandmother in her original lucid state.
i'm afraid of: lizards like no tomorrow. i'd take godzilla over a house lizard anytime baby.
i dream about: being a size 0 supermodel with bundles of money. nah. i dream about being some world famous mangaka/writer with oodles of money, ignoring the fact that i can't draw or write.

have you ever..
pictured your crush naked: no because i do not find my crush physically attractive.
been in love: i'd like to think so.
cried when someone died: mm.
lied: wow i tell the truth all the time!

which is better..
coke or pepsi: i am sorry, i am a pepsi fan.
flowers or candy: .... they're both rather useless and dangerous to me. so i'd say book vouchers.
tall or short: YOUR QUIZ COULD BE SHORTER. NOT TALLER.

with the opposite sex
what do you notice first?: can you handle my witty reparte a.k.a my bad humor.
last person you slow danced with: with my blanket.
worst question to ask: "AM I FAT?" no seriously. fuck man, what's with this question? just say 'yes' or 'no'.

who.
makes you laugh the most?: hanging out with GMUFC always makes me laugh without fail. but lately i find it hard to laugh.
makes you smile: the horror of the heart of darkness, without a doubt. :)
gives you a funny feeling when you see them: zomg the hotguy at Borders. <3s
who do you have a crush on?: wow, like i'd announce it to the intarweb. way to go.
easiest to talk to: sim. and yen. and gmufc.

do you ever.
stay on aim, waiting for someone special to IM you: what, i do no such thing. i have better things to do. like IM other people.
save AOL/aim conversations: macros does wonders for the interface.
wish you were a member of the opposite sex: hell yes. i want to be a guy very badly.
cry because of someone saying something to you: yes.

have you ever.
fallen for your friend: i suppose so.
been rejected?: ...yes.
rejected someone: i think not.
used someone: every single day of my life.
been cheated on: somewhat.
cheated on someone: not that i know of.
done something you regret: this survey. :\

who was the last person.
you talked to on the phone: er. leon.
hugged: MY MUM <3
you instant messaged: er. leon. :\
instant messaged you?: HI LET'S REPEAT ANSWERS BECAUSE I AM RATHER FRIENDLESS?
you laughed with: banders! :D

do you. are you.
color your hair: i used to.
habla espanol: uno dos tres quatros
smoke cigarettes: fags. no. i don't like fagging fags.
obsessive: what! that FMA shrine on my table is totally not obsessive!
could you live without the computer?: what. the. fuck. no.
how many peeps are on your buddylist?: buddylists are old school dude. go to MSN friendslists.
what's your favorite food?: YAY FOR CURRY KATSU DON.
whats your favorite fruit?: eh. grapes.
drink alchohol?: uh huh. i am proud to say that i can hold my liquor.
like watching sunrises or sunset: i'm too lazy to do either.
what hurts the most, physical or emotional pain?: emotional
trust others way too easily?: no. i don't know. I TRUST THIS SURVEY TOO MUCH.

I haven't done a meme in AGES. So that was one right there.

Today was awesome. It was sad. I am emo-ing slightly now; all shall be explained in due course of time. (Even though that sentence didn't make much sense, let's assume it did!)

Costa Del Sol, please reply to the effing e-mail I sent to you guys! O: What's with the gloriously promptly replied email and THIS one that takes forever (and a day) to reply to? I'd hate to take us elsewhere.