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Aug. 28th, 2008
fuckallthenon-seriouspeople.
Aug. 28th, 2008 10:58 pmArgh. The Waseda DDP applications are open again and fuck, I'm kicking myself everywhere for not performing last semester. I don't even qualify for the DDP right now but fuck. I NEED THIS.
I'm going to sound horribly egotistical (a.k.a BHB) when I say this but, fuck I want this more that anyone or anything else. I need this opportunity to network and get an editorial position in Japan. I need this opportunity to study my Japanese literature modules so that I can teach them in the future. God, please somehow, I need to get this. I'm going to BEG the admin and people in charge because this means THAT much to me.
How am I going to convince them! And, fuck to all the wetblankets!!! I am AGITATED.
ARGH. WHY DID I FUCK UP LAST SEMESTER! Why did I choose last semester of all semesters to get into an academic depression!!!??!?! >_
I'm going to sound horribly egotistical (a.k.a BHB) when I say this but, fuck I want this more that anyone or anything else. I need this opportunity to network and get an editorial position in Japan. I need this opportunity to study my Japanese literature modules so that I can teach them in the future. God, please somehow, I need to get this. I'm going to BEG the admin and people in charge because this means THAT much to me.
How am I going to convince them! And, fuck to all the wetblankets!!! I am AGITATED.
ARGH. WHY DID I FUCK UP LAST SEMESTER! Why did I choose last semester of all semesters to get into an academic depression!!!??!?! >_