devil may care - diana krall

I don't understand what's wrong. I don't understand why my grades aren't, can't, or won't go up. Even if they're improving, they're going at too slow a pace. I'm stressed and pressed for results and time. I can't forever be stuck on the lower end of the spectrum concerning grades. It's apparently no use being good in one or two subjects here.

I have an invitation (as do practically the rest of the J2s, I presume) to the NUS Centennial Open House 2006. Not that it hasn't occured to me, but fuck. I'm going to be in a university next year, if the light of God and non-procrastination shines down on me.

11th and 12th of March 10am-6pm. Anyone up for going with me? I'll mainly be there for FASS, OoA and USP talks.

Sometimes I wonder if I did the right thing, if I'm doing the right thing, if I will do the right thing.

somebody, someone pull me out of this rut.

EDIT:

Fuck it. I'm not going to waste my money or my time or my effort.

I'd rather be studying.
than doing yoaureadfkajer stuadpirgjaer preaksljeratnt. scrap all my plans because DKFJ:AD nothing ever goes my way. that's the way i was made, the world was made, you were made. don't feel sorry for me because i asked to be like this. i asked to be myself. i love myself.

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I need to go get my arty-farty materials ready if I ever want to get anything done. D:

Yar, so as you can see, I'm starting to un-friendslock some posts. some. I just realized that as long you're not a Pee or Emm, I give away my alternate account details quite easily.

I sound loose.

Baba Tan @ 11:12 pm (0 minutes ago)
Hey um, this is quite out of the blue but I saw your offer to sell the CJC notes to someone.

No offense meant, really (and this is really none of my business) but as a student of Ms Narindar and the history dept, I just like to voice my opinion that you really shouldn't sell the notes lah. It's quite unfair to them after you know how Ms Narindar goes on and on about how we shouldn't sell her hard work, I mean if you're from CJC.

Then again, of course it's selfish not to share notes lah. But I hope you get my point. Just my 2 cents worth.

Thanks for bothering to read this.

HAHAHA. I CAN'T BELIEVE I SENT THAT.

hur hur 2T04-ers reading this let's all stand up from Singapore! I mean, Narindar.