on a sunny wednesday

I should start a rental service :p My lovely Adidas jacket (my husband!!!) was worn by two other people today namely Ming Fang and Imran. HAHA HOW FUNNY. BOTH QMs BORROWED MY JACKET. :\ Nyargh.

My back is strained from probably slouching too much when I play the baritone. SEE KIDS, GOOD POSTURE IS IMPORTANT. Or you'll end up like me. That reminds me. I think I remember Michelle or Gloria telling me something along the lines of, "Stop carrying such heavy school bags or you'll have no husband." o___O To which I replied, "Aiya. That Disney guy... Qua... Quai... Quasimodo managed to get a girl right? I WILL HAVE NO PROBLEM."

What the hell was I thinking?! But oh well. That's not the point. School was a drag as usual. My History essay was rejected, but not really rejected because it wasn't that bad. I think that silver lining is coming out! I just need to tweak some areas. Hear that? Some. I'm improving! It used to be the WHOLE ESSAY that had a problem. :x Y-yeah. Anyway, spent most of PW talking about the kamasutra with my group. No, don't give me that look. I didn't start the conversation.

You guys all know what I'm going to say about band. So I'm not going to even try. :p Though, my interview with Sir, Charles and Anne was so screwed up. Stupid Liang Bao and Melvin Loh kept on barging (okay, not barging) in to clarify stuff about the investiture. Dragged out my whole interview and made people run in and out of the room. BAH. The questions were kinda puzzling but I answered them the best I could. I think I screwed up a bit on my part, but it went well overall? I hope so. :x Had some nice, reassuring comments passed. So I can rest in peace. Sectionals was fun because we practiced the soli-performance. Woohoo solos for the tenor! Go Clare! Combined was mainly with the J1s for the most part and we practiced Concerto D'Amore. SQUEE. Kevin conducted us at first, then Ian took over. Hahahahahahaha. It was an interesting (but fun!!!) experience! The bass/baritone line is rather nice. Nice fast beats. Hoho. The J2s came in after their Econs mock and then we were made to play MARCHES. SOUSA MARCHES. I thought I could escape from them once I left SNSB. :( Alas. It went rather alright, considering I'm a dunce at marches. Another "omfgnoooo!" note is that I need to conduct a portion of Liberty Bell. Like RARRR.

Uuhgggh. I'm going to sleep now because I need to wake up at around 6am. I will go down and jog 9 rounds for the sake of myself and Mr Issac Lim. So that he won't get a coronary from hunting me down. Not that he will, that fit bastard teacher!!

exercise!

Oh yeah~ 9 rounds. :3 I shall do another 9 tomorrow morning. Maybe not as early, but we'll see. I still have to change back into my school uniform. Remind me to bring a towel too. :\ And wear the CJ shorts. My iPod fits nicely in there and doesn't sag down like it does in my SNGS shorts.

It's nice to run around the track. To a certain extent.

i'm not your normal girl/living in an average world / ouch, stop, watch it/ i'm going to hurl

Took a nap. I ended up throwing all my pillows on the floor and drooling on the bed. :( My habit of drooling has returned after a hiatus of 2 years. I wonder why.

I love blogging. It's such a cathartic experience. That's probably why I can stand writing everyday. It's sad in a way, my only outlet being bytes and wires. will you be the someone out there for me? my blank canvas to paint upon?

wtf? My father just messaged me and asked me what 'zhu1 wen1' is. I had to check the dictionary because I knew 'wen' had something to do with the body/medical stuff because of the way the radical was written, but I totally forgot how to read it. :( All my 4 years of higher Chinese is going away. I need to start reading Chinese books again, not Japanese. I feel the want and need to be at least effectively billingual. So anyway, 'zhu wen' is 'pig (communicable) disease'. I suppose it refers to the nipah virus and the weird virus that's going around in China at the moment. BOO! How can my father not know!

School went past me in a rather surreal and delirious state today. I shan't say exactly why, because the intarweb is a public place and too many people read this, so the reason's up to your imagination. I'm sure my classmates in 1T04 know why though. :x But yeah, today had a rather waffy feeling. I don't think I can go about everyday feeling so high. It's a nice change though, from the past few weeks of constant dreariness. I'd be emitting green slime if I didn't perk up. OH WELL. I'm going to sink into another fit of depression because the J2s are leaving band next Wednesday and I shall become a puddle of green slime. :(

stop me from stalking stop me from stalking stop me from stalking stop me from stalking

I think my classmates were kinda perplexed about the whole floaty self of me. Maybe it's the after-effect of jogging so early in the morning. I'm not going to do it SO EARLY tomorrow. It's insane. I might not even do it at all because it does the reverse and DRAINS THE ENERGY OUT OF ME. Tired + psychotic happy = not good combination. But yeah, I kept on grinning and just go "HiiiiiiiIIiiiiiIiiiIiiiIii *insert name*" and giggle randomly. I scare myself sometimes. Stupid Desmond used post-its and stuck onto my bag and sweater "EYE CANDY" and "I'M in <3" Uhhh, can anyone say girly behaviour? This is where I slap my hand to my face.

Econs remedial is fun and productive. As much as Mr Tan is a pansy most of the time, he does put in his effort to teach larh. So I give him lots of credit for that. It's more of a major chat/conversation session about economics rather than sitting down and drilling us. For me, it works better because I actually have a better understanding? I have a small spark of hope that I might be able to get promoted after Econs Remedial. Hahah. During History Narindar messed up my hair. She was like "AAHHHH *ramble ramble*" and grabbed my head and messed my hair so badly. I got such a HORRIFIC shock.

Update on the 'pig disease' thing. My father replied with a 'I KNOW ITS A PIG DISEASE. WHAT'S THE SPECIFIC NAME?' How the hell would I know. Then why wouldn't you specifically ask me what exactly it is in the beginning? :\ I just did a check on the WHO and Channel News Asia and apparently they've come up with the uncreative name of 'PIG DISEASE'. See. I was correct. So for added measure, I chucked in the scientific name of the bacteria that causes this disease. Streptococcus Suis. Hey, I can memorize it now.

crap. Blake mock exam and PC mock exam tomorrow. So what if the Blake exam is 'a written assignment'. It's still a bloody test. It was supposed to be next week!! Stupid Lit department pushed it forward to tomorrow. *MOAN* So it's BLAKE AND PC MOCK EXAM TOMORROW.

spaz

random PMS moment:

i'm so fucking annoyed and pissed right now because investiture is next wednesday and i'm going to sound horrible for all the pieces because my fucking instrument is spoilt and i don't want to sound lousy but AREJKR:EWJRe;rer


I'M JUST REALLY ANNOYED RIGHT NOW.

i mean, why can't i at least have a decent working instrument? sure it's my fuxxoring fault that it's spoilt but ARGH. apparently mf isn't in charge of it because of what, she doesn't send instruments to Accent or some other place i was too pissed off to hear but GOD DAMN IT DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT. i've been harrassing the qms about it so long and i'm so fed up and i think they're fed up too but it's been a bloody month and

OH YOU'RE WELCOME FOR THE LOUSY PERFORMANCE YOU'RE GETTING ON WEDNESDAY. bloodyfuckinginstrument.

Edit @ 11.34pm:

I'm alright now.

Really.

Not.

EDIT:

I'm going to IKEA on Saturday after band. Anyone wants to come with me?