Playing DOCTOR
Jan. 14th, 2004 08:21 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
spiderpigARGUUUUHHHH!!! That's how I'm feeling right now. I feel very petulant right now. I screwed up the A Math retest, I screwed up yesterday's Chem test, and I probably fcuked up my Hong Lou Meng test too! And of course, instead of studying for my Physics test this coming Friday, I'm here complaining. But I am going to study after this. I badly need to score for this test. I don't believe that I'm such a total failure.I have that URGE to be the solitary Straight-A student in my class, but I won't get off my lazy ass to do anything about it. XP
What makes my day worse, is that my mum is sick. Apparently the same sickness as I had the past week. *guilt* I'm wraught with the guilt that I spread the horrible virus to her. And if it couldn't get any worser, now my brother is down with a fever, thus starts my job playing doctor/nurse. I've been running around the house for the past few hours, getting water, turning the heat up/down, fetching blankets...=7 This is, not good. I have half the mind to skip band practice (again this week!) to look after them. But then, I did skip it once this Tuesday. NO. I have never skipped band practice before except for the other time, skipped as in purposefully skipped, nothing to do with lessons or sickness. I have the CHANCE to not go and not endanger my CCA points. So I think I shall. Don't chide me. I'm not running off to watch some movie. I'm doing a GOOD THING!
You know what? I'm gonna be brutally honest with myself. I'm not some kind of smart-ass, like everyone says. I hate being called smart. I feel pressurized. Like a pressure cooker. I'm gonna burst one day. Yay. See my guts fly.
Seems like my entries are getting one-tracked. Ho-hum.
My table is in a mess. Hahaha.
EDIT: I forgot to rant about my class. Gosh. My class, I'm utterly speechless and befuddled of what to say about them.The head of the Class Cleanliness wants to plaster the whole class with red packets, and she doesn't get it that THAT TOTALLY SUCKS! I'm not going to give up my red packts to ruin the class! Gosh. And she totally disrupts the class, especially during Physics, by trying to fight with the teacher. My class asks questions. That's good. But, the problem is that, they don't PAY ATTENTION, and then ask stupid questions. Example, the teacher was talking about A.C and D.C circuits, and she had just explained what they were. Someone asks again. After five minutes, when the teacher has re-explained all that shit, another person asks again. I can see why we don't understand a single thing in Physics: because the poor teacher has no chance to teach!
My table-mate is equally annoying. She takes my stuff without asking me and flips through my notebooks without the permission from yours truly. What piques me even more, is the fact that she copies my notes. You might think "OMG, Soshi is such a selfish biatch!", but hear me out. I don't mind sharing my notes or explaining stuff to those who really don't understand. However, this girl, this annoying girl, doesn't pay attention, does other stuff which she's not supposed to be doing, and then expects me to throw my hard-worked notes at her! And she sits there, whining, "Ahh... I don't understand anything... Howww..... I don't understand anything...." GOSH, TRY LISTENING AND PAYING ATTENTION FOR ONCE, MISSY!!! *fumes*
What makes my day worse, is that my mum is sick. Apparently the same sickness as I had the past week. *guilt* I'm wraught with the guilt that I spread the horrible virus to her. And if it couldn't get any worser, now my brother is down with a fever, thus starts my job playing doctor/nurse. I've been running around the house for the past few hours, getting water, turning the heat up/down, fetching blankets...=7 This is, not good. I have half the mind to skip band practice (again this week!) to look after them. But then, I did skip it once this Tuesday. NO. I have never skipped band practice before except for the other time, skipped as in purposefully skipped, nothing to do with lessons or sickness. I have the CHANCE to not go and not endanger my CCA points. So I think I shall. Don't chide me. I'm not running off to watch some movie. I'm doing a GOOD THING!
You know what? I'm gonna be brutally honest with myself. I'm not some kind of smart-ass, like everyone says. I hate being called smart. I feel pressurized. Like a pressure cooker. I'm gonna burst one day. Yay. See my guts fly.
Seems like my entries are getting one-tracked. Ho-hum.
My table is in a mess. Hahaha.
EDIT: I forgot to rant about my class. Gosh. My class, I'm utterly speechless and befuddled of what to say about them.The head of the Class Cleanliness wants to plaster the whole class with red packets, and she doesn't get it that THAT TOTALLY SUCKS! I'm not going to give up my red packts to ruin the class! Gosh. And she totally disrupts the class, especially during Physics, by trying to fight with the teacher. My class asks questions. That's good. But, the problem is that, they don't PAY ATTENTION, and then ask stupid questions. Example, the teacher was talking about A.C and D.C circuits, and she had just explained what they were. Someone asks again. After five minutes, when the teacher has re-explained all that shit, another person asks again. I can see why we don't understand a single thing in Physics: because the poor teacher has no chance to teach!
My table-mate is equally annoying. She takes my stuff without asking me and flips through my notebooks without the permission from yours truly. What piques me even more, is the fact that she copies my notes. You might think "OMG, Soshi is such a selfish biatch!", but hear me out. I don't mind sharing my notes or explaining stuff to those who really don't understand. However, this girl, this annoying girl, doesn't pay attention, does other stuff which she's not supposed to be doing, and then expects me to throw my hard-worked notes at her! And she sits there, whining, "Ahh... I don't understand anything... Howww..... I don't understand anything...." GOSH, TRY LISTENING AND PAYING ATTENTION FOR ONCE, MISSY!!! *fumes*
