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I just completed my first real interview (no, the one with the karang guni man doesn't count) with SOLER yesterday and I have to say that it's exhilerating.

This space is reserved for my thoughts over what went through my mind yesterday - and what's going through my mind about the future.

It's peculiar, perculiar I am dyslexic and refuse to use a dictionary because it's too far away from me how I'm constantly worried about the future, and put the present on a backburner.

I need to start getting on with the now and I need to pace myself. I feel empty for not writing for ages - even bad writing. I want something to flow out, bad blog posts, bad poetry, bad prose, I don't mind. They have to be bad first, before they can even think about becoming good, least of all awesome.

Awesome, is one of the most useful words ever.